I have been meaning to ask a doctor about a particular condition for years, but always forgot.  That was part of the problem.  I forgot a lot of things...all my life.  I hated being in classrooms even tho' I loved learning.  I would zone out of important meetings, even interviews, in just a few minutes.  I started project after project and the next day couldn't even remember what I had intended to do.
I once had to explain to my first wife why the garbage can was in the bedroom.  I was taking out the garbage and something else captured my attention.  I forgot about the garbage can until she brought it to my attention!
Long talk with the Doctor, tentative diagnosis...ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder).  She started me on Adderall.  I began with the first dose yesterday.  It took a few hours, but, for most of the day, I felt more awake, aware, alert....and focused, than I could remember ever being, at least consistenly, since first grade.
Wish I could have gone through grade school, high school, and college feeling like this (took my second dose about an hour ago).  I probably would have graduated from FSU rather than flunking out due to lack of interest.  Well, if that had happened, I would not have met the woman I love.  Just wish I could have had both worlds.
Friday, February 12, 2010
Recent Diagnosis Explains a Lot
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